people always say to be yourself.
but then again,
are you sure you will not judge me for who I really am?
I know SOME of you out there might think that I'm acting like a total pathetic lil girl in this blog post to gain attention or sympathy.
but then again,
have you ever think why I'm behaving like this?
well, I'm SICK and TIRED of showing my true self.
when I show my true self, there's bound to be someone who will go all like
" you're a bitch. "
" stop flirting. "
" you're not popular. "
ok just wtf. I'm just done with all your insults.
" stop flirting. "
srsly?! srsly?! srsly?!
from primary school till now, I'm being called a flirt.
ok put the primary school dramas aside. now I'm in secondary school. I thought that as the older we grow, the more we'll learn (i can't say about maturity cause age doesn't define maturity) but i guess I'm wrong. utterly wrong. what's wrong with being friendly to my guy friends? what's wrong with joking around with them? what's wrong with hanging out with them after school (it's not as if i'm the only girl right)?
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.
what for to flirt? (don't assume that i flirt when i don't have a boyfriend in the past please)
besides, I know my line and I make sure I won't cross it.
" you're not popular. "
ok this is just one of the insults i got recently.
WOW. a big wow for you hun.
since when did i say i was popular? since when i acted like i was popular? since when did i became popular anyways? frankly speaking, i don't think i'm popular. i'm just another ordinary girl you'll most probably know.
" you're a bitch. "
yeah I have to admit that at times I'm a bitch.
it's simple,
i'm a bitch if you're one too.
for those people who don't know me but judges me, let me tell you this,
I can be a really really nice person to you if you're nice to me but one day if you decide to be mean and start hurting me, I'll hurt you twice as hard as you hurt me (nah jk karma will settle you). tbh I don't really have hatred in me. it's just love (thanks to my baby boy la duh <3). I don't hold grudges for long. I can be angry for you for maybe a few days but once i sort out my thinking, I'll put past aside.
yeah that's just ...
me, mellisayong.
ok to that person who asked me that question on ask.fm, this blog post is for you.
to that someone,
before you ask me that question on ask.fm anonymously,
have you ever thought of my feelings? maybe a few hours after sending that question to me and not getting a reply, you might think that i deleted your question. what if you don't see me in school for 6 days and you realize your question was sent in 6 days ago? will you have a sense of guilt? or you would be jumping for joy that you got rid of me? if you think it's a joke, well, think again.
it's not and never will be for insults like this.
p/s; to the people who cares about me and after reading my blog post you think i'm gonna do something stupid, calm your tits. i'm fine, don't worry. x
-mellisayong, xx
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.
what for to flirt? (don't assume that i flirt when i don't have a boyfriend in the past please)
besides, I know my line and I make sure I won't cross it.
" you're not popular. "
ok this is just one of the insults i got recently.
WOW. a big wow for you hun.
since when did i say i was popular? since when i acted like i was popular? since when did i became popular anyways? frankly speaking, i don't think i'm popular. i'm just another ordinary girl you'll most probably know.
" you're a bitch. "
yeah I have to admit that at times I'm a bitch.
it's simple,
i'm a bitch if you're one too.
for those people who don't know me but judges me, let me tell you this,
I can be a really really nice person to you if you're nice to me but one day if you decide to be mean and start hurting me, I'll hurt you twice as hard as you hurt me (nah jk karma will settle you). tbh I don't really have hatred in me. it's just love (thanks to my baby boy la duh <3). I don't hold grudges for long. I can be angry for you for maybe a few days but once i sort out my thinking, I'll put past aside.
yeah that's just ...
me, mellisayong.
ok to that person who asked me that question on ask.fm, this blog post is for you.
to that someone,
before you ask me that question on ask.fm anonymously,
have you ever thought of my feelings? maybe a few hours after sending that question to me and not getting a reply, you might think that i deleted your question. what if you don't see me in school for 6 days and you realize your question was sent in 6 days ago? will you have a sense of guilt? or you would be jumping for joy that you got rid of me? if you think it's a joke, well, think again.
it's not and never will be for insults like this.
p/s; to the people who cares about me and after reading my blog post you think i'm gonna do something stupid, calm your tits. i'm fine, don't worry. x
-mellisayong, xx
