I just don't feel good.

have you ever feel so fucked up that you don't even know how to describe it?

" just somehow I feel so fucked up the past few days. "

I don't know how should I explain it. it's just as if I have a knot in my heart that can never be untied. 

fucked up, sad to say this but yeah, it's just me. I'm fucked up. I can never accept who I really am. I'm never pretty. like seriously. I'm not trying to get attention or whatsoever. but well, that's just how I feel about myself. I'm hyper and that's why people are always irritated by me. I'm really hyper and no, I'm not hyperactive. I get so hyper that I start irritating people. wild? yeah, it's in my blood. I'm born this way. 

story of my life.

and today I went out with a group of friends. so I decided to be an ass and started sending messages to this guy that is said to be known to like my best friend. I don't know what the hell is wrong with that guy. he just started calling my best friend bitch and some not so nice names yo. 

like wtf. lulz dude, you ruin my best friend's day. I hope you get killed in a fucking car crash. or maybe karma should just hit you hard in your face with a chair. 

now I feel so guilty D:

gaaaaaaaaaaah fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck la I'm such a meanie :(

I swear I feel damn moody the past few days. phone got confiscated. like wtf then teacher never give me chance but got give other people chance in the past. kns unfair much?

time for a good bye yo.

till then. xx